No Motivation
Having a vision of the future affects your behavior now. You can't achieve success if you're not moving toward something. Think about your ultimate long-term goal, and then break it down into less overwhelming mini-goals. Then find some incentives to help you stay the course. The key is to let your daily actions be governed by your game plan for a new you. Keep that game plan in the forefront of your mind when thinking and writing about that future, so you can let it become real. There's no deadline. Just commit to the process and take it day by day.